So next Monday is my 1st day back to work in the office... have been "working" since Peanut was 1 week old. But it is completely different when you have to take the kiddos to the sitter.
I find myself a little depressed... I wish I didn't HAVE to work. But then again I think to myself, I LOVE my job (I love everything... the work, the people (only a couple make it not enjoyable), I like the feeling of accomplishing something, work gives me that). I also like the feeling of providing (or helping to) for my family. I could be a stay-at-home mom, things would be extremely tight but I could do it, BUT then there is my constant need to "do something" work keeps me busy. I am not saying that my kids do not keep me busy but we all need our adult time. If I could work because I wanted to that would be a different story... that would be FUN!
I am really going to miss my special moments everyday with Bubba (when he hasn't gone to the sitter) and Peanut; I will still have them with my blessings BUT it won't be every moment! This is what makes me sad.
BUT we all do what we need to do, and alas I will be going back to work. I am going to make the best of it!
On a better note, Peanut is going to go to our beloved Mary "Mimi" and Logan will be having a change as well... BUBBA IS GOING TO PRESCHOOL!!! Oh and my wonderful husband is going to school to get his degree! I am SO proud!
All of this is starting NEXT MONDAY!
WOO HOOOOOO !!!! Yay for changes!
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